Finally have an answer
I went to see Mr W. at the rehabilitation clinic to find out whether he would be willing to perform the amputations. The last 2 months leading up to this appointment have been emotional. I just kept thinking about what he would say and if he would agree. Not knowing whether to make plans just in case he said yes. If he said no then I know I would feel depressed but annoyed as then I would have to go back to Mr R at Chelsea & Westminster to discuss my next move, and possibly end up having a triple arthrodesis, which I do not want. If he said yes then I would be having my legs amputated which in itself (although it is what I want) is going to be stressful and slightly terrifying. So on we (my wife and I) went on the 3 hour journey to Roehampton by bus, tram and train. We have to go the long way round so that we can use the wheelchair accessible stations (come on Boris!), which is a pain as it adds over an hour to the journey. The bus we got from the train station was an old bus and...